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Finding Walden: How a 19th-Century Hipster Taught Me to Pay Attention

How I Think Thoreau Woud Look If He Lived Today

When I tell people I’m re-reading Walden, they usually look at me a little funny. There’s a certain kind of surprise that comes with it—Wait, that book? The one everyone had to read in high school? The one where the guy builds a cabin and creates war stories about ants?

And I get it—Walden is an odd book. It’s undeniably important in the American literary canon, but it’s tough to get through it with that mindset. The first couple of times I picked it up, I tried to absorb every sentence as if each one held some hidden truth. That didn’t work. I stalled out somewhere in the bean field chapter, buried in Thoreau’s painfully detailed accounting of rows, yields, and the price of beans.

But this time, I let go of the pressure. I stopped treating Thoreau like a capital-G Genius and started reading him for what he was—a curious thirty-something with lots of opinions. There’s a lot to learn from this strange, restless guy who thinks big thoughts and runs little life experiments. It’s fun to imagine him as a 19th-century proto-Brooklyn hipster, doing a live/work cabin setup 150 years before it was cool.

So I listened to the audiobook this time, and I realized that Thoreau sounds a lot like a podcaster from This American Life—a show once described as that show by those hipster know-it-alls who talk about how fascinating ordinary people are. And honestly, that fits Walden to a T. In each chapter, Thoreau picks something—a pond, a bird, the local ice delivery guy—and starts turning it over, examining it from every angle, philosophizing as he goes.

Here’s the way I learned to read the book.

Meet Your Narrator

First of all, Thoreau is the main character of this book. As he says on page 1:

In most books, the I, or first person, is omitted; in this it will be retained; that, in respect to egotism, is the main difference. We commonly do not remember that it is, after all, always the first person that is speaking.

Economy, Page 1.

He throws himself—sometimes literally—into what he’s writing. He doesn’t just live beside the pond; he studies it, questions it, even tries to peer into its inner life. I know. It’s weird. In winter, he writes about lying flat on the frozen surface, staring down through the ice “as through a window” into the pond’s depths, searching for the soul of the place.

That’s the kind of narrator Thoreau is: half scientist, half mystic, chasing after the hidden life of things.

But being an explorer, he could get himself into quite a bit of trouble. Before his time at Walden, Thoreau accidentally set fire to the Concord woods during what was supposed to be a simple picnic. While cooking fish, he dropped a match in the dry grass, and the fire roared out of control, eventually burning 300 acres. Townspeople never quite forgave him for it. Thoreau later downplayed the incident in Walden, slipping in an almost offhand reference when discussing why he chose not to light fires outdoors:

The next winter I used a small cooking-stove for economy, since I did not own the forest; but it did not keep fire so well as the open fireplace… The stove not only took up room and scented the house, but it concealed the fire, and I felt as if I had lost a companion.

Chapter: House Warming, P. 134

But that’s the way he is. One offhand line about not setting forest fires, and then pages and pages describing the texture of the seasons, the way light shifts through trees, or the delicate patterns that form in melting sand. The book moves along in a slow, meditative rhythm—until, without warning, Thoreau casually mentions getting arrested:

One afternoon, near the end of the first summer, when I went to the village to get a shoe from the cobbler’s, I was seized and put into jail, because, as I have elsewhere related, I did not pay a tax to, or recognize the authority of, the State which buys and sells men, women, and children, like cattle, at the door of its senate-house.

Chapter: The Villiage. Page 91.

No warning, no buildup—just a sudden crack in the calm surface. This incident became the foundation for Civil Disobedience, one of the most influential political essays in American history. In Walden, though, it’s just a passing remark, almost an afterthought. That’s the wacky, wild magic of Henry David Thoreau: you never quite know whether he’s about to hand you a meditation on pine needles or spark a revolution.

A Lesson on Living Deliberately

Thoreau was, essentially, on a two-year-long semi-solitary meditation retreat. He wanted to know what life would look like if you stepped away from all the noise and just… lived. He didn’t go into the woods to escape life, but to confront it more directly—without the daily challenges, routines, or assumptions that usually come with it.

That’s where the most famous line from the book comes in:

“I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived.”

Chapter: Where I Lived, and What I Lived For, Page 48

This is minimalism at its finest. Strip everything away, and what remains? Thoreau’s answer to the question “What do we actually need?” is Walden. He doesn’t just theorize—he lives it and documents it, sometimes in excruciating detail.

Walden is as much a travel log as a challenge. Thoreau isn’t just showing us how he lived—he’s inviting us to ask the same questions of ourselves.

Early on, he writes:

The cost of a thing is the amount of what I will call life which is required to be exchanged for it, immediately or in the long run.

Chapter: Economy. Page 15.

He’s not just talking about money—he’s talking about time, energy, and attention. And he’s asking a quiet but pointed question: How much of your life are you trading to live the way other people expect you to live?

How to Experience Walden

Walden makes a compelling case for stepping outside the default settings of life—for slowing down, paying attention, and asking what really matters. So modern young people from around the world, in search of meaning or maybe just a bit of stillness, make the pilgrimage to a quiet pond in Massachusetts that doesn’t look like much. They take photos of the cabin replica with the same solemnity some people reserve for the Taj Mahal. They linger by the water, squinting thoughtfully, trying to catch the exact quality of light Thoreau might have noticed.

They know it’s a little ridiculous — the tote bags, the flannel shirts, the silent existential crises packed into carry-ons — but they come anyway. Because somewhere inside, they’re chasing something real: the idea that life doesn’t have to be endless notifications and optimized schedules. That maybe, just maybe, you could live differently.

I’ve never made the pilgrimage to Walden Pond. I’ve never stood by its quiet water or traced the lines of Thoreau’s cabin. But in my own way, I’ve joined him — not by traveling, but by paying closer attention to the life unfolding right in front of me.

During the long months of the COVID lockdown, we left the city and stayed at my parents’ house. They had a small backyard — nothing dramatic, just a patch of grass, some trees, a koi pond edged with stones. Every morning, I would sit outside to meditate, listening to the wind rustle through the leaves, watching the butterflies drift between flowers, noticing the way the light shifted across the water.

Life had been forcibly simplified, stripped of its usual noise. And somewhere in that stillness, I fashioned myself a kind of modern-day Henry David Thoreau. I wasn’t living off the land or building a cabin with my own hands, but I was trying to live more deliberately, to find joy in the plainness of my surroundings.

I’ll admit, I felt a little ridiculous. A little like a poseur. I knew that sitting in a suburban backyard with a good Wi-Fi signal wasn’t exactly roughing it. I wasn’t facing the harsh realities of true wilderness living, and part of me wondered if I had any right to draw the comparison at all.

But Thoreau, I think, would have understood. He wasn’t asking for hardship for its own sake. He was asking for presence — for the ability to feel the world around you without armor. As he once wrote:

“I once had a sparrow alight upon my shoulder for a moment while I was hoeing in a village garden, and I felt that I was more distinguished by that circumstance than I should have been by any epaulet I could have worn.”

But that’s the exact feeling that I had when a butterfly landed on me or a squirrel ran by. Or when the sun peered through a small gap in the trees and slowly moved over the lawn .

That’s the real pilgrimage: not traveling to Walden, but learning to notice when the world brushes lightly against you — and knowing enough to care.

Note

I was reading about the German philosopher Heidegger and realized that he and Thoreau shared some common ideas. On the surface, they couldn’t seem more different—one’s a dense, brooding phenomenologist writing in post–World War I Europe, and the other’s a 19th-century New England nature nerd with a flair for passive-aggressive bean counting. But both were obsessed with the same question: how do we live without sleepwalking through our lives? Heidegger warned about das Man—the they—that vague social voice we obey without realizing it, the source of all those unspoken rules about how to dress, what to value, and when to feel embarrassed.

Like Thoreau, Heidegger wanted to shake people out of that daze. He just did it with fewer beans and more existential dread. For Heidegger, authenticity meant confronting your own mortality—what he called being-toward-death. You stop living like you have unlimited time, and start noticing that every choice matters because your life is finite. Thoreau didn’t put it quite that way, but it’s there in the quiet urgency of Walden. He goes to the woods not to escape death, but to make sure he doesn’t reach it without having actually lived. Both men are saying: wake up. Look around. Stop outsourcing your life to the expectations of people you’ll never meet. It’s not about rejecting society entirely—Thoreau went to town all the time, and Heidegger taught at a university—it’s about not letting the they do your living for you.

Note 2

Tommy Blanchard told me that Emerson would have hated all of the visitors to Walden, saying, “Traveling is a fool’s paradise.” So I wrote up the following imaginary podcast between Emerson and Thoreau.

Podcast Title: Transcendental Talk: A Podcast for the Perplexed (and the Pretentious)

Episode Title: “Walden: Now With Wi-Fi”

[Intro music: Discordant banjo strum, overlaid with chirping notification sounds]

Emerson (calm, detached, vaguely irritated):
Welcome back to Transcendental Talk, the show for people who think they need to leave the country—or at least their zip code—to find their soul. I’m Ralph Waldo Emerson, broadcasting today from what’s left of Walden Pond.

Thoreau (tart, unimpressed):
And I’m Henry David Thoreau. I used to live alone in the woods. Now apparently I live in a gift shop.

Emerson:
Today we’re exploring a truly American phenomenon: traveling great distances to pretend you’re not the problem.

Thoreau:
Dozens of seekers. Some seeking enlightenment, others seeking the restroom.

Emerson:
We thought we’d speak to a few visitors, to understand what draws modern pilgrims to this humble pond—aside from the promise of a selfie with a bronze statue of Henry.

[Sound effect: Flip-flops slapping against gravel]

Emerson (to tourist):
Excuse me. You there. What brings you to Walden?

Tourist #1 (breathless, overenthusiastic):
Oh my GOD, I just needed to disconnect from everything, you know? My job, my phone, my ex. I’m trying this thing called “radical stillness.”

Thoreau:
Radical stillness? You just posted that to three platforms while we were talking.

Tourist #1:
Right?! The irony is, like, the point.

Thoreau:
No. It’s not.

[Sound: drone buzz overhead, distant toddler scream]

Emerson:
Sir. You with the branded fleece and the 80-ounce tumbler. What does Walden mean to you?

Tourist #2 (earnest, start-up energy):
Honestly? It’s the aesthetic. Nature’s the new luxury. I’m building a mindfulness retreat for burnt-out product managers, and we’re thinking of calling it Minimal.

Thoreau:
You’re naming a luxury resort after an idea I used to shame people into rethinking their lives?

Tourist #2:
Exactly! You totally get it. You were like the first UX designer for consciousness.

Thoreau (to Emerson):
I want to go back to being dead.

[Sound effect: bag of chips opening, phone alarm chirping “Daily Breathwork Reminder”]

Emerson:
Mr. Thoreau, before we end—any reflections on the modern-day pilgrim?

Thoreau:
Yes. They used to cross oceans for religious freedom. Now they cross traffic to take a selfie next to a replica cabin and call it a transformation.

Emerson:
The soul is no traveler, I once wrote. But I suppose the soul didn’t anticipate Instagram stories and guided journaling prompts.

Thoreau:
Let them have their latte-flavored enlightenment. But don’t mistake it for living deliberately. If you need a curated forest and a Wi-Fi signal to hear yourself think, you’re not listening.

[Outro music: Crickets chirping over a distorted ringtone]

Emerson:
This has been Transcendental Talk. Next week, we’ll be discussing whether the sound bath you paid $300 for is just a guy hitting a bowl with a spoon.

Thoreau:
Spoiler: it is.